its probly been some donkey years since i last posted so for the benefits of those who care (i'm indeed gratefull to you) and thanks to shiang jing (who is in vietnam right now) for inspiring me with my champion records - i shall blog it :)

 

so my PA has gone into her fourth week. things seem to be at its first optimum (or you can call stagnant) stage. but well, thats not really the point for this post. here i'm gonna tell ya why am i such a champion

 

my PA is with maybank at AMK. if ya know the mrt-graphy of singapore, you would know that its all the way up there in north, and me - right here at the furthest point you find possible (maybe a little exaggerating here but watever ^^) in the west. and so it takes me 1.5 hr to get to work everyday and of course the same amount of time to get back + a total of $6 transportation cost EACH day.

 

well, first two days i was of course energetic and happy so i woke up early and got to work pretty dressed up and early :) the next three days, started with me having really bad cough and sore throat, i woke up late every single time without hope. wednesday was totally hopeless so i got on a cab and when i reached MB, there went my pretty 20 bucks. so the next two days, i die-hard took normal transport and got there late by 5 and 4 mins.

 

so what a brilliant idea i got for john to help me tap my attendance card every morning. so there go all the worries for being late :)

 

but well, one shouldnt be late everyday right? (such a good intern i am :p) so i came up with another brilliant idea of having mr brother giving me wake up call every morning all the way from the US. well, since its 6.30pm at his time when its 6.30am here in singapore, its not such a bad thing for him anyway. *at this point, i think i'm really kinda spoilt. then mom came in and offered to give me a second wake up call in the morning from vietnam then well yes, i'm sucha kinda... pampered *grinz* 

 

so working on PA life has circulated over this few activities.
my day = morning call/wake up + go to work/join in the already overpopulated sg rat race + get back + dinner + bathe + sleep + lets repeat that cycle again yah?

my week = monday - energized + tuesday - well, its alright + wednesday - why the week is so long + thursday - is weekend here yet? + friday - gosh, i'm hibernating + saturday - i needa recharge + sunday - let there be more sundays :S

 

the pessimist talks - why did we spend almost 2 decades to study - just to get a degree - just to get a job - just to end up ourselves in that viscious cycle. *arent we wise???

 

the opstimist take - nah, its just 10 weeks. as for working life, well, lets figure it out later :p

 

caution: well, some parts of those are just pure for laugh. if you dont laugh, its alright. just dont feel depressed ya? cuz i wont so why should ya.

 

some other deeper in thought update...

 

i've not been actively replying sms, msn, emails, even picking calls. i dont go out for dinner with yah. i dont meet up. i dont talk as much though you know i'm talkative. to put it plainly, i've been anti-social. i do read all those messages, emails. i see those calls turning into missed calls. i think of having dinners. i plan to meet up. i talk to you in my own world. you can say i'm weird and selfish. (ooo thats harsh). not asking for any understanding or making any excuses. just wanna let you know i'm in lost of me-self. i didnt do those things not because i didnt want to or i didnt feel like to. i just didnt do it. just simply so. (the simplest might just be the trickest :p)

 

well, work has been alrighty tiring but thanks to john, tak, ivan, mr small chan, nanthini, and jas - at least i could smile. and eat chocolates :)